What do i want?
What do I live for?
What is the meaning of my own life?
Am i just supposed to have a job. Get paid money and build my 401k. Enjoy my health benefits? Take my 2 weeks of vacation every year? Try to avoid getting sick. I just sit in front of my computer and listen and type and listen and type and console.
A person has to look inside themselves. They need to see what gives them fulfillment. What is that they can do and feel good about themselves?
A person is not meant to a machine’s job. Or just type away at a computer or work on an assembly line. Some they want to work with people.
I want to do work where I work with other people and help them. I want to be a force of good and help others to help themselves.
There is a selfishness to being selfless. There is that desire to help others because it makes you feel good inside. But that is okay as long your behavior does not become toxic.